1
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Callum kissed me.

2
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Of course, this is
bringing up all of my issues.

3
00:00:04,533 --> 00:00:07,606
Still have to figure out
what's the right choice.

4
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Love... there is
nothing like it.

5
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There was a love
declaration in your class?

6
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I want to take you
out on a date.

7
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[Bright, tinkling music]

8
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I told her I loved her.

9
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What if it isn't too late?

10
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DREW:<i> I sent a car.</i>
<i> Kate wasn't there.</i>

11
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-KATE:<i> Richard.</i>
-I couldn't stand the idea

12
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of you out with someone else...

13
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Hey, Callum.
It's not a good time. What?

14
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Where's my dad?

15
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[Ambulance sounds in distance;
dramatic music]

16
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CALLUM: They haven't
told us anything.

17
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He was having chest pains.

18
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One minute he was fine,
the next he was on the floor.

19
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I... I have to see him.

20
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I'll find a doctor.

21
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He... he was conscious
in the-- in the ambulance.

22
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You were in the ambulance?

23
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EVELYN: I called him. I--
I didn't know who else to call.

24
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Mac's bike was
blocking the drive and...

25
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No, I'm sorry, no. [Sniffs]

26
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I know how scary this is.

27
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I'm here for you.

28
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DOCTOR: Kate Tucker?

29
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Yeah.

30
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Come with me.

31
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-Oh, Dad. Are you OK?
-[Music fades]

32
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-Are you hurt?
-[Grunts happily]

33
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-I may have just cracked a rib.
-Is it-- is it his heart?

34
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Is it because
he rides a motorcycle?

35
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-I bet he didn't tell you.
-What's that got to do with it?

36
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Shh, let the man speak.

37
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DOCTOR: Medically...

38
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he's fine.

39
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Oh, my God!

40
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S-- sorry,
did you say he's fine?

41
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That elephant sitting
on my chest did not feel fine.

42
00:01:49,977 --> 00:01:52,739
Mr. Tucker,
you suffered a panic attack.

43
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Its symptoms are very real and
can, in extreme circumstances,

44
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approximate a heart attack.

45
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-But his heart is OK?
-Yes.

46
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His numbers are good. There's
nothing concerning in his labs,

47
00:02:04,187 --> 00:02:06,623
but an untreated
anxiety disorder

48
00:02:06,692 --> 00:02:08,494
can take a toll.

49
00:02:08,863 --> 00:02:10,591
-Disorder?
-Dad, it's-- it's OK.

50
00:02:10,660 --> 00:02:12,857
It's totally normal. A lot
of people suffer from anxiety.

51
00:02:12,925 --> 00:02:15,461
Have there been any new
stressors in your life lately?

52
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Well, actually,
he retired about a year ago.

53
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I think he's been struggling
to remember who he is and--

54
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and what's next.
You know, hence the motorcycle,

55
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hence the accident,
hence the broken hip.

56
00:02:26,009 --> 00:02:27,745
Yet he still rides!

57
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I know, it's unbelievable,

58
00:02:29,479 --> 00:02:31,544
but it's all kind of
starting to make sense.

59
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I don't think it's making
any sense, actually.

60
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Maintaining your mental health
is as key as your physical one.

61
00:02:37,153 --> 00:02:38,756
I've been telling him that.

62
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As long as you don't ignore it,

63
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stress is a very serious thing.

64
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Mhm. OK, we're just--
we'll get you a therapist.

65
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A trained therapist
who can teach you

66
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coping mechanisms
like breathing, meditation.

67
00:02:51,071 --> 00:02:53,832
-Medication if you need it.
-[Soft music]

68
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I'll make a list. We'll call
around first thing tomorrow.

69
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I really thought I was dying.

70
00:03:00,274 --> 00:03:02,278
[Teary]: Dad, it's OK.

71
00:03:02,346 --> 00:03:05,547
We got this.
We can... we can handle this.

72
00:03:07,482 --> 00:03:09,585
DOCTOR: Seems you're
in good hands.

73
00:03:09,921 --> 00:03:12,719
[Emotional flourish]

74
00:03:14,420 --> 00:03:15,653
[Door opens and shuts]

75
00:03:15,755 --> 00:03:18,461
Are we sure that man
was a real doctor?

76
00:03:22,937 --> 00:03:25,230
Sorry, I was just
kind of scared,

77
00:03:25,298 --> 00:03:27,001
'cause I thought--

78
00:03:27,370 --> 00:03:29,604
I thought it was
gonna be really bad.

79
00:03:31,042 --> 00:03:34,545
I'm fine, love. It's fine.

80
00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:37,843
[Emotional music swells]

81
00:03:42,722 --> 00:03:43,952
[Music fades]

82
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It's Calvin, right?

83
00:03:46,486 --> 00:03:48,359
We met at Dates with Mates.

84
00:03:50,026 --> 00:03:52,429
Callum, actually.

85
00:03:53,062 --> 00:03:55,234
And... Sarah?

86
00:03:56,630 --> 00:03:59,436
-We're no longer together.
-Oh, mate.

87
00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:02,473
And at the holidays...

88
00:04:02,709 --> 00:04:03,968
That's tough.

89
00:04:05,911 --> 00:04:07,310
What's with the tux?

90
00:04:07,512 --> 00:04:10,543
It was part of this
do-over thing for Kate tonight.

91
00:04:10,645 --> 00:04:13,051
She was supposed to meet
with someone else,

92
00:04:13,153 --> 00:04:15,213
but I whisked her away.
[Soft chuckle]

93
00:04:15,315 --> 00:04:17,786
It's OK. It's OK.

94
00:04:18,255 --> 00:04:20,488
He's OK.
His heart is-- is OK.

95
00:04:20,590 --> 00:04:23,592
-What was it?
-[Sighs]: It was a panic attack.

96
00:04:23,661 --> 00:04:27,399
I know it's crazy, but it's
all right because, you know,

97
00:04:27,468 --> 00:04:30,867
now we know what it is. If we
can figure out what causes them,

98
00:04:30,969 --> 00:04:32,497
then we can handle it.

99
00:04:32,733 --> 00:04:34,699
Look, it's...
it's been a long night.

100
00:04:34,768 --> 00:04:37,540
Evelyn why don't
I take you home? And...

101
00:04:38,944 --> 00:04:41,005
I'm glad he's all right.

102
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Thank you.

103
00:04:43,143 --> 00:04:44,477
Um..

104
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I hope I didn't take you away
from anything important.

105
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Don't worry about it.

106
00:04:50,823 --> 00:04:52,489
[Emotional music]

107
00:04:54,759 --> 00:04:56,225
Hey.

108
00:04:56,694 --> 00:04:59,965
I'm gonna stay and take my dad
home, so call you tomorrow?

109
00:05:00,034 --> 00:05:01,795
Let me at least
get you a coffee.

110
00:05:04,731 --> 00:05:06,969
[Annoyed]:
She drinks matcha, you...

111
00:05:07,338 --> 00:05:09,902
[Soft emotional music;
birds chirp]

112
00:05:12,313 --> 00:05:15,710
Mom? I'm going to Dad's
and then I'm heading out.

113
00:05:26,491 --> 00:05:29,691
[Continuous loud angry thuds;
whimsical music]

114
00:05:33,762 --> 00:05:36,163
I feel I should intervene
on behalf of that dough.

115
00:05:36,232 --> 00:05:37,797
I don't look at a man,

116
00:05:37,866 --> 00:05:40,869
much less consider dating one
in over a decade,

117
00:05:41,138 --> 00:05:43,002
and the first time I do,

118
00:05:43,271 --> 00:05:44,268
look what happens.

119
00:05:44,371 --> 00:05:45,304
[Pleasant piano]

120
00:05:45,406 --> 00:05:47,478
Ambulances and hospitals!

121
00:05:47,547 --> 00:05:50,980
Please, for all our sakes, let's
throw this concoction out.

122
00:05:51,215 --> 00:05:52,750
Being with someone again...

123
00:05:52,819 --> 00:05:53,785
[Emotional music]

124
00:05:53,887 --> 00:05:54,785
it comes with worry

125
00:05:54,887 --> 00:05:56,718
and fear and...

126
00:05:57,550 --> 00:05:59,490
I'd forgotten about that.

127
00:06:01,222 --> 00:06:02,691
[She sighs]

128
00:06:04,698 --> 00:06:06,360
That, um...

129
00:06:06,763 --> 00:06:10,529
that swanky guy with Kate
last night, who was he?

130
00:06:10,965 --> 00:06:13,833
-His name is Richard.
-[Loud thud; whimsical music]

131
00:06:13,902 --> 00:06:16,740
He's into public displays
of affection, apparently.

132
00:06:16,842 --> 00:06:19,071
Apparently,

133
00:06:19,407 --> 00:06:20,772
I am not the only one

134
00:06:20,840 --> 00:06:24,610
in the throes
of a romantic crisis.

135
00:06:25,013 --> 00:06:29,146
-[Dough thuds against bin]
-[Gentle, inquisitive music]

136
00:06:34,762 --> 00:06:36,389
[Music fades]

137
00:06:36,824 --> 00:06:39,094
I didn't realize
you were doing a collection.

138
00:06:39,196 --> 00:06:41,732
Ah... neither did I.

139
00:06:41,934 --> 00:06:43,360
It's good work.

140
00:06:43,762 --> 00:06:45,865
And perfect timing, actually.

141
00:06:45,934 --> 00:06:48,770
A new client has just
ordered a range of pieces.

142
00:06:48,872 --> 00:06:51,707
She also asked if you could
do her home décor as well.

143
00:06:51,776 --> 00:06:55,372
Another Nicola by Nicola
by Kate Tucker collaboration.

144
00:06:55,674 --> 00:06:57,177
I can do that. I have...

145
00:06:57,246 --> 00:06:59,013
so many ideas.

146
00:06:59,081 --> 00:07:00,281
Clearly.

147
00:07:00,383 --> 00:07:01,348
I'll be taking a percentage

148
00:07:01,417 --> 00:07:04,147
since it's my client, but...

149
00:07:04,383 --> 00:07:08,255
perhaps it's time to see what
you can really do on your own.

150
00:07:08,324 --> 00:07:09,824
[Gentle hopeful music]

151
00:07:09,892 --> 00:07:12,697
The client is fabulous,
even though she's American.

152
00:07:12,766 --> 00:07:13,865
No offense.

153
00:07:13,967 --> 00:07:16,699
I started a mood board.

154
00:07:17,971 --> 00:07:20,866
She's elegant, sexy, fun.

155
00:07:20,935 --> 00:07:24,371
She loves color as much
as a good time, and...

156
00:07:24,707 --> 00:07:27,844
she has a personal
interest in your work.

157
00:07:28,279 --> 00:07:30,581
[Emotional music; turns tense]

158
00:07:31,148 --> 00:07:32,376
You're joking!

159
00:07:32,479 --> 00:07:33,980
[Buzzer rings]

160
00:07:35,514 --> 00:07:37,050
[Kate sighs]

161
00:07:37,219 --> 00:07:38,589
I knew it.

162
00:07:43,356 --> 00:07:44,859
Ta da!

163
00:07:47,465 --> 00:07:48,995
Is this some kind
of a joke to you?

164
00:07:49,063 --> 00:07:52,468
First, you-- you disappear
in the middle of the night

165
00:07:52,536 --> 00:07:54,605
while my dad is in the hospital,
and then

166
00:07:54,674 --> 00:07:58,439
I show up to work and discover
that you're my new client?

167
00:07:58,775 --> 00:08:01,407
There are easier ways
to communicate with me.

168
00:08:01,476 --> 00:08:02,441
Your father is fine.

169
00:08:02,510 --> 00:08:03,509
And I thought it best

170
00:08:03,578 --> 00:08:05,175
you hear this from Nicola.

171
00:08:05,244 --> 00:08:09,387
I am trying to<i> not</i>
overwhelm you with surprises.

172
00:08:09,456 --> 00:08:12,155
Well, I have to tell you,
it doesn't feel good.

173
00:08:12,223 --> 00:08:14,188
Because you're not there

174
00:08:14,257 --> 00:08:15,624
when I need you,

175
00:08:15,693 --> 00:08:19,297
and then you show up
when I least expect you.

176
00:08:19,366 --> 00:08:21,466
Frankly, I don't know
why I'm surprised.

177
00:08:21,568 --> 00:08:24,566
Because I know this about you.
I can't count on you.

178
00:08:24,668 --> 00:08:27,869
And by the way,
where even are we right now?

179
00:08:29,138 --> 00:08:30,171
Home.

180
00:08:30,240 --> 00:08:31,335
[Emotional music]

181
00:08:31,404 --> 00:08:32,473
What?

182
00:08:32,541 --> 00:08:35,611
This is my house. I bought it.

183
00:08:35,946 --> 00:08:40,945
And it could be your canvas.
It is time for you to do more.

184
00:08:41,047 --> 00:08:43,888
So why this
sudden interest in my work?

185
00:08:43,957 --> 00:08:45,657
It's not sudden.

186
00:08:45,893 --> 00:08:47,757
I pay attention.

187
00:08:49,960 --> 00:08:53,261
Do you remember when you were
like, oh gosh, I don't know,

188
00:08:53,363 --> 00:08:55,862
nine or ten or eleven,

189
00:08:55,964 --> 00:08:59,303
and you learned how
to crochet these little,

190
00:08:59,405 --> 00:09:02,767
colorful, beautiful,
square coasters?

191
00:09:02,835 --> 00:09:05,607
Simple things, really, but Kate,

192
00:09:05,709 --> 00:09:09,807
you saw these designs
in them by instinct.

193
00:09:10,109 --> 00:09:12,511
I have always known
that you see the world

194
00:09:12,580 --> 00:09:13,952
differently than most.

195
00:09:14,021 --> 00:09:15,816
I have always known

196
00:09:15,885 --> 00:09:19,217
that your talent was meant
for something big.

197
00:09:20,289 --> 00:09:21,626
Picture it:

198
00:09:22,456 --> 00:09:24,024
wallpaper,

199
00:09:25,065 --> 00:09:28,029
curtains, upholstery,

200
00:09:28,231 --> 00:09:29,393
tablecloths,

201
00:09:29,462 --> 00:09:31,099
rugs.

202
00:09:31,168 --> 00:09:34,004
All by you!

203
00:09:34,440 --> 00:09:38,070
OK, how about
we just take it back

204
00:09:38,139 --> 00:09:42,012
to the part where you told me
you bought a house?

205
00:09:42,081 --> 00:09:43,077
Here, in London?

206
00:09:43,179 --> 00:09:44,710
Yes.

207
00:09:45,146 --> 00:09:47,784
-Why did you do that?
-Because it's where you are.

208
00:09:47,853 --> 00:09:51,055
It's close enough, anyway.
Can you imagine me in Blexford?

209
00:09:51,124 --> 00:09:52,657
Good God! [Chuckles]

210
00:09:53,622 --> 00:09:55,053
Real estate's a good investment.

211
00:09:55,155 --> 00:09:57,957
This way, whenever you need me,
if you need me,

212
00:09:58,060 --> 00:10:01,261
or if you just want
a cup of coffee or to talk,

213
00:10:01,364 --> 00:10:02,700
I'll be here.

214
00:10:03,201 --> 00:10:05,065
Most of the time.

215
00:10:05,872 --> 00:10:07,100
This...

216
00:10:08,472 --> 00:10:11,540
this is so classically you,

217
00:10:11,909 --> 00:10:15,039
to just make huge decisions
without even thinking

218
00:10:15,141 --> 00:10:18,109
about how they're
gonna affect anyone else.

219
00:10:18,178 --> 00:10:20,883
I mean, did it-- did it ever
even occur to you

220
00:10:20,985 --> 00:10:24,556
to-- to ask me before you just
decided that I should spend

221
00:10:24,625 --> 00:10:27,926
all of my time and efforts
decorating your house?

222
00:10:27,995 --> 00:10:29,019
Or, hey, I know,

223
00:10:29,088 --> 00:10:31,293
consult me before
you buy a house

224
00:10:31,362 --> 00:10:32,994
in the first place!

225
00:10:34,294 --> 00:10:37,060
Believe it or not,
I do not need your permission

226
00:10:37,162 --> 00:10:40,605
to live here
or to exist in the world.

227
00:10:40,707 --> 00:10:43,804
If you don't want to take
advantage of an opportunity

228
00:10:43,873 --> 00:10:46,306
to expand as an artist,
that is fine.

229
00:10:46,408 --> 00:10:47,475
But, Kate,

230
00:10:47,544 --> 00:10:50,374
someday I hope you realize

231
00:10:50,476 --> 00:10:55,149
that no amount of punishing me
is going to change the past.

232
00:10:55,217 --> 00:10:58,356
All we can do is learn from it
and make different choices.

233
00:10:58,425 --> 00:11:01,726
I'm sorry it took me
this long. I am.

234
00:11:02,590 --> 00:11:04,490
But I'm here now.

235
00:11:04,926 --> 00:11:07,758
And I am listening.
And I am trying.

236
00:11:07,860 --> 00:11:10,296
And I love you, darling.

237
00:11:10,765 --> 00:11:13,500
And I hope we can start over.

238
00:11:13,602 --> 00:11:16,301
And when you are ready...

239
00:11:17,341 --> 00:11:20,173
I will be here.

240
00:11:28,353 --> 00:11:30,216
[Emotional music swells]

241
00:11:33,192 --> 00:11:34,220
[Exhales deeply]

242
00:11:41,928 --> 00:11:44,230
[Train rattles, gentle chatter]

243
00:11:51,540 --> 00:11:53,040
[Kate exhales]

244
00:11:53,142 --> 00:11:55,843
I so desperately wish
he'd get rid of that thing.

245
00:11:55,912 --> 00:11:59,082
CALLUM: I know.
He knows. Everyone knows.

246
00:11:59,484 --> 00:12:03,051
OK... Passive aggressive much?

247
00:12:04,151 --> 00:12:06,220
If you have something to say,
just say it.

248
00:12:06,322 --> 00:12:07,590
Why?

249
00:12:07,892 --> 00:12:10,325
When I try to say the truth,
you don't listen.

250
00:12:10,394 --> 00:12:11,827
Or you shut down,

251
00:12:11,896 --> 00:12:14,827
or you get that disappointed
look in your face.

252
00:12:15,196 --> 00:12:18,932
Uh, OK, first of all,
this is just my face.

253
00:12:19,001 --> 00:12:20,871
And second of all,
can we not argue now?

254
00:12:20,973 --> 00:12:23,939
After all that's happened,
I-- I don't have the energy.

255
00:12:24,008 --> 00:12:26,039
Yeah, because we're
all supposed to work around

256
00:12:26,108 --> 00:12:29,574
your fears, your timetable,
your expectations.

257
00:12:29,976 --> 00:12:32,982
Whoa. Where is this coming from?

258
00:12:33,781 --> 00:12:34,979
I was your last date.

259
00:12:35,081 --> 00:12:37,017
-[Emotional music]
-Date 11.

260
00:12:37,086 --> 00:12:40,057
The one that you skipped
to be with Richard.

261
00:12:40,159 --> 00:12:41,786
Wha-- what?

262
00:12:41,854 --> 00:12:43,154
It was a surprise.

263
00:12:43,222 --> 00:12:44,960
I was going to put it
all out there.

264
00:12:45,029 --> 00:12:47,127
Laura helped me set it up.
Drew sent a car for you.

265
00:12:47,196 --> 00:12:51,100
But it doesn't matter
because you never showed up.

266
00:12:51,369 --> 00:12:53,035
Wait, so you...

267
00:12:53,103 --> 00:12:57,004
you-- you set up this
spontaneous thing and then...

268
00:12:57,073 --> 00:12:59,004
and now you're mad at me
because I didn't show up,

269
00:12:59,073 --> 00:13:00,779
when I had
no idea it was happening?

270
00:13:00,847 --> 00:13:05,042
I'm mad because I keep
trying to tell you how I feel.

271
00:13:05,278 --> 00:13:07,581
But no matter
what I do or what I say,

272
00:13:07,683 --> 00:13:08,849
it's not good enough.

273
00:13:08,918 --> 00:13:10,781
I mean, Callum,
can you blame me?

274
00:13:10,850 --> 00:13:11,751
You're, you're...

275
00:13:11,820 --> 00:13:12,885
you're all over the place.

276
00:13:12,953 --> 00:13:14,551
I-- I don't know what to think.

277
00:13:14,653 --> 00:13:17,388
If you felt this strongly
about me for all these years,

278
00:13:17,457 --> 00:13:19,829
I don't understand
why you waited all this time!

279
00:13:19,898 --> 00:13:21,930
And I don't understand
why you can take a chance

280
00:13:21,999 --> 00:13:24,302
and open up to others,
but you won't with me!

281
00:13:24,404 --> 00:13:25,729
Because I don't believe you!

282
00:13:25,832 --> 00:13:27,168
[Dramatic music]

283
00:13:28,402 --> 00:13:32,074
I don't think you have any idea
what you actually want.

284
00:13:35,213 --> 00:13:36,573
I am...

285
00:13:39,085 --> 00:13:40,049
tired...

286
00:13:40,783 --> 00:13:43,947
of feeling like a bloody idiot.

287
00:13:44,349 --> 00:13:48,893
You are the same old,
closed-off Kate.

288
00:13:50,125 --> 00:13:52,897
I don't know
what you're looking for...

289
00:13:55,500 --> 00:13:57,429
but I hope you find it.

290
00:14:00,736 --> 00:14:02,368
Maybe I already have.

291
00:14:15,718 --> 00:14:20,991
[Music swells and ebbs]

292
00:14:23,291 --> 00:14:27,063
I have never seen
Callum like that. You know?

293
00:14:27,165 --> 00:14:30,668
I don't know how to talk to him.
I don't want to talk to him.

294
00:14:30,770 --> 00:14:32,735
I don't know how
we come back from this.

295
00:14:32,804 --> 00:14:34,101
-[Festive song on radio]
-Maybe--

296
00:14:34,169 --> 00:14:36,701
With Richard,
it's a fresh start. It's...

297
00:14:36,803 --> 00:14:38,443
it's simple.

298
00:14:38,511 --> 00:14:39,975
He... he tells me his feelings.

299
00:14:40,078 --> 00:14:42,878
It is easy. It's everything
it's supposed to be.

300
00:14:42,946 --> 00:14:44,681
So you're saying
the right guy for you

301
00:14:44,783 --> 00:14:46,076
is on the path
of least resistance.

302
00:14:46,145 --> 00:14:48,084
I'm not sure that's the way.

303
00:14:48,153 --> 00:14:50,152
Because we all want a painful,
complicated relationship.

304
00:14:50,254 --> 00:14:53,384
If you'd known Callum was your
last date, would you have gone?

305
00:14:53,453 --> 00:14:55,924
It would have been
a mistake, that's for sure,

306
00:14:55,993 --> 00:14:58,056
judging by
how quickly he backtracked.

307
00:14:58,159 --> 00:15:00,225
You know,
you should have told me.

308
00:15:00,293 --> 00:15:03,565
You are a big part
of this mess, OK?

309
00:15:03,667 --> 00:15:04,564
I'm only forgiving you

310
00:15:04,667 --> 00:15:05,799
because I know

311
00:15:05,901 --> 00:15:06,999
you're a hopeless romantic.

312
00:15:07,068 --> 00:15:08,431
I'm actually a<i> hopeful</i> romantic,

313
00:15:08,500 --> 00:15:11,503
which is why
I think there's still hope.

314
00:15:12,577 --> 00:15:14,407
You didn't see his face.

315
00:15:18,249 --> 00:15:21,579
Sorry, I've got to say this.
We're talking about Callum.

316
00:15:21,681 --> 00:15:25,252
The guy who actually listens
to you when you talk about work,

317
00:15:25,321 --> 00:15:27,692
who invents recipes
that he thinks you'll like,

318
00:15:27,794 --> 00:15:30,495
who always answers
the phone when you call.

319
00:15:30,563 --> 00:15:32,994
And he is... easy on the eye.

320
00:15:33,096 --> 00:15:36,296
And he loves your dad.
And he's one of us.

321
00:15:36,398 --> 00:15:40,136
I know his timing is rubbish,
but you know his heart.

322
00:15:41,841 --> 00:15:44,242
Then why hasn't it worked out
between us?

323
00:15:44,311 --> 00:15:45,737
I don't know.

324
00:15:45,806 --> 00:15:47,176
[She sighs]

325
00:15:48,410 --> 00:15:51,777
It doesn't matter. I have
a 12th Date to prepare for.

326
00:15:51,879 --> 00:15:53,782
The Final Ball.

327
00:15:54,018 --> 00:15:56,817
This is the final choice,
the best match.

328
00:15:56,885 --> 00:15:58,618
And you choose Richard?

329
00:15:58,721 --> 00:16:00,084
KATE: Yes, I--

330
00:16:00,186 --> 00:16:02,258
I think that he's good for me,

331
00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:03,661
you know?

332
00:16:03,730 --> 00:16:05,962
We have a good time,
and I think that

333
00:16:06,031 --> 00:16:08,928
it'll be the start
of something really great.

334
00:16:09,164 --> 00:16:11,227
-But, Callum literally--
-Darling.

335
00:16:11,329 --> 00:16:13,235
Can I see you in the kitchen?

336
00:16:13,536 --> 00:16:14,632
Yeah.

337
00:16:20,074 --> 00:16:21,606
How could Callum do this to me?

338
00:16:21,708 --> 00:16:24,345
Profess undying love for Kate
and swear me to secrecy?

339
00:16:26,212 --> 00:16:28,319
I want-- No, I need to tell her.

340
00:16:28,388 --> 00:16:29,916
Tell it to Santa.

341
00:16:29,984 --> 00:16:31,853
[Whimsical festive tune]

342
00:16:32,256 --> 00:16:35,653
-[Muffled frustrated yell]
-[Music swells and ends]

343
00:16:37,496 --> 00:16:39,129
[Clock ticks]

344
00:16:40,533 --> 00:16:42,264
[Loud knocking on door]

345
00:16:44,164 --> 00:16:46,367
EVELYN: I know you're in there.

346
00:16:49,674 --> 00:16:51,141
You lock your door now?

347
00:16:52,807 --> 00:16:54,578
[She sighs]

348
00:16:55,280 --> 00:16:58,210
I'm trying to stem the tide
of women who keep barging in.

349
00:16:58,312 --> 00:17:00,049
-Good luck!
-[Both chuckle softly]

350
00:17:00,152 --> 00:17:02,619
-[Soft, emotional music]
-[She breathes shakily]

351
00:17:02,721 --> 00:17:05,089
Thank you. That looks, um...

352
00:17:06,424 --> 00:17:07,724
edible.

353
00:17:07,826 --> 00:17:09,659
I doubt it.
[Nervous chuckle]

354
00:17:09,895 --> 00:17:12,162
It's the thought
that counts, though.

355
00:17:13,362 --> 00:17:15,999
-So, how are you feeling?
-Like a prize idiot.

356
00:17:16,068 --> 00:17:18,498
Oh, you have nothing
to feel embarrassed about.

357
00:17:19,766 --> 00:17:23,704
But being in that hospital
brought back feelings that...

358
00:17:23,906 --> 00:17:25,703
I wasn't prepared for.

359
00:17:27,378 --> 00:17:30,079
I did make sure you were OK
before I left, just in case

360
00:17:30,148 --> 00:17:33,210
you thought I was being...
entirely heartless.

361
00:17:33,312 --> 00:17:34,983
It's probably for the best.

362
00:17:35,385 --> 00:17:38,021
I fell in love with the nurse.
We're getting married.

363
00:17:38,124 --> 00:17:41,054
Oh, the tall brunette one
with the Scottish accent?

364
00:17:41,156 --> 00:17:43,459
-Oh, good on you!
-[He chuckles]

365
00:17:43,528 --> 00:17:44,726
[Music ends]

366
00:17:44,828 --> 00:17:46,559
[Both sigh nervously]

367
00:17:48,096 --> 00:17:50,464
I'm sorry if I gave you a scare.

368
00:17:51,831 --> 00:17:54,732
I'm sorry if one snog with me
put you in the hospital.

369
00:17:55,640 --> 00:17:57,541
Panic attack.

370
00:17:57,776 --> 00:17:59,543
What is there to panic about?

371
00:17:59,645 --> 00:18:01,077
Well, maybe your body

372
00:18:01,146 --> 00:18:04,282
couldn't contain the joy
I bring out in you.

373
00:18:04,784 --> 00:18:06,310
Lately, I've had
more fun with you

374
00:18:06,378 --> 00:18:08,714
than I've had in a long time.

375
00:18:08,949 --> 00:18:10,455
[Soft music]

376
00:18:10,890 --> 00:18:13,620
I guess that means
I haven't been...

377
00:18:13,889 --> 00:18:15,687
close to anyone

378
00:18:16,221 --> 00:18:17,821
in a long time.

379
00:18:18,895 --> 00:18:20,692
I know how you feel.

380
00:18:21,466 --> 00:18:22,632
But...

381
00:18:22,701 --> 00:18:24,061
we'll figure it out.

382
00:18:24,130 --> 00:18:25,503
[Both chuckle]

383
00:18:25,572 --> 00:18:27,468
One step at a time.

384
00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:32,374
Hmm. What's that?

385
00:18:32,875 --> 00:18:33,940
Your birdhouses?

386
00:18:34,009 --> 00:18:35,007
I started making them

387
00:18:35,075 --> 00:18:36,306
after the accident

388
00:18:36,374 --> 00:18:38,211
just to fill in the time.

389
00:18:38,280 --> 00:18:41,383
I like the process.
It's peaceful.

390
00:18:43,282 --> 00:18:45,220
They're all different.

391
00:18:45,322 --> 00:18:48,656
And yet there's
a certainty in it which feels...

392
00:18:48,758 --> 00:18:50,091
grounding.

393
00:18:50,560 --> 00:18:54,094
A more poetic man would have
found some metaphor in there.

394
00:18:54,730 --> 00:18:59,200
You've already found a way to
relieve stress without knowing.

395
00:18:59,635 --> 00:19:03,307
If I do any more coping, I'll
have to build a bigger shed.

396
00:19:03,710 --> 00:19:04,876
You really have that many?

397
00:19:04,978 --> 00:19:07,043
Oh, I've had a lot of time
on my hands.

398
00:19:07,145 --> 00:19:09,714
[Kelly Clarkson's
"Christmas Eve" plays]

399
00:19:09,782 --> 00:19:11,441
[Joyful song with festive bells]

400
00:19:11,509 --> 00:19:15,179
<i> ♪ I'm hearing sleigh bells</i>

401
00:19:15,247 --> 00:19:19,020
<i> ♪ I'm seeing snow</i>

402
00:19:19,623 --> 00:19:23,386
<i> ♪ I've waited all year, baby,</i>
<i> just to see those reindeer</i>

403
00:19:23,455 --> 00:19:26,330
<i> ♪ Watch them as they go</i>

404
00:19:26,733 --> 00:19:29,827
<i> ♪ Warm by the fireside</i>

405
00:19:30,703 --> 00:19:33,101
<i> ♪ Twinkling lights ♪</i>

406
00:19:33,404 --> 00:19:36,768
[Man continues the song
as a mellow piano tune]

407
00:19:40,175 --> 00:19:42,645
-Thank you.
-DREW: Kate!

408
00:19:42,714 --> 00:19:44,148
You look amazing!

409
00:19:44,217 --> 00:19:47,150
I just thought I would
go all out for the big night.

410
00:19:47,219 --> 00:19:49,854
-This is my partner, Mo.
-Hi. Pleased to meet you.

411
00:19:49,956 --> 00:19:52,182
And are we expecting
anyone special?

412
00:19:52,251 --> 00:19:53,790
You mean Richard?

413
00:19:53,892 --> 00:19:56,426
Sure, if... he's who you chose.

414
00:19:56,628 --> 00:19:58,428
Yeah, he is.

415
00:19:58,497 --> 00:19:59,897
Yeah.

416
00:20:00,266 --> 00:20:03,261
And I am going to be so
emotionally available to him,

417
00:20:03,329 --> 00:20:05,195
it's gonna blow his mind.

418
00:20:05,264 --> 00:20:06,635
[Drew chuckles]

419
00:20:06,704 --> 00:20:07,865
Excuse me.

420
00:20:08,767 --> 00:20:11,074
DREW: I think
I've created a monster.

421
00:20:11,143 --> 00:20:12,769
She still hasn't had
her moment, though.

422
00:20:12,838 --> 00:20:14,771
[Festive piano song fades
into upbeat pop song]

423
00:20:14,840 --> 00:20:16,541
[Mimi Webb's "Back Home
for Christmas" plays]

424
00:20:16,609 --> 00:20:18,411
<i> ♪ Just like that,</i>
<i> first of December</i>

425
00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:22,215
<i> ♪ Counting down</i>
<i> till we're together</i>

426
00:20:22,284 --> 00:20:24,715
<i>♪ Only one thing on my wish list</i>

427
00:20:24,817 --> 00:20:28,958
<i> ♪ Bring my love</i>
<i> back home for Christmas</i>

428
00:20:29,027 --> 00:20:31,655
<i> ♪ Mistletoe makin' me lonely</i>

429
00:20:31,757 --> 00:20:35,064
<i> ♪ Santa Claus</i>
<i> just can't console me</i>

430
00:20:35,133 --> 00:20:38,432
<i> ♪ Only one thing</i>
<i> that I'm missin'</i>

431
00:20:38,534 --> 00:20:41,901
<i> ♪ Bring my love</i>
<i> back home for Christmas</i>

432
00:20:42,003 --> 00:20:44,035
<i> ♪ Yeah</i>

433
00:20:44,237 --> 00:20:47,344
<i> ♪ Oooh, yeah</i>

434
00:20:47,746 --> 00:20:50,446
<i> ♪ Oooh yeah</i>

435
00:20:51,712 --> 00:20:55,684
<i> ♪ Bring my love</i>
<i> back home for Christmas ♪</i>

436
00:20:55,786 --> 00:20:56,986
[Song fades]

437
00:20:57,055 --> 00:20:59,655
[Slow festive song]:<i> ♪ Darling</i>

438
00:21:00,090 --> 00:21:02,922
<i> ♪ Here's that time of year</i>

439
00:21:03,492 --> 00:21:05,925
<i> ♪ When everybody's</i>
<i> full of love...</i>

440
00:21:06,028 --> 00:21:07,565
You are radiant.

441
00:21:07,634 --> 00:21:09,762
And you are hot.

442
00:21:10,228 --> 00:21:11,435
May I?

443
00:21:11,537 --> 00:21:12,534
Please.

444
00:21:14,038 --> 00:21:15,336
Never thought I'd end my article

445
00:21:15,405 --> 00:21:17,133
with "and they lived
happily ever after".

446
00:21:17,202 --> 00:21:18,370
Mmm.

447
00:21:18,438 --> 00:21:19,836
I suppose now it's in writing,

448
00:21:19,905 --> 00:21:21,041
-you're stuck with me.
-There's no one else here

449
00:21:21,109 --> 00:21:22,105
I want to be with,

450
00:21:22,207 --> 00:21:23,545
but you.

451
00:21:25,345 --> 00:21:26,883
[Both laugh softly]

452
00:21:26,951 --> 00:21:29,518
<i> ♪ I can't wait... ♪</i>

453
00:21:31,951 --> 00:21:34,286
If there's a way to win
12 Dates, I think we did.

454
00:21:34,388 --> 00:21:36,060
-Mhm.
-[Jazzy tune plays]

455
00:21:36,162 --> 00:21:39,027
<i> ♪ Say that</i>
<i> you'll meet me there...</i>

456
00:21:39,129 --> 00:21:41,598
-Oh!
-[Laughs]: Yeah...

457
00:21:42,100 --> 00:21:44,534
Oh! You need to make
some room.

458
00:21:44,603 --> 00:21:46,099
I see.

459
00:21:46,601 --> 00:21:49,172
-Come with me.
-The knees are gone, I can't...

460
00:21:49,274 --> 00:21:52,140
I can't do it.
I can't do it. [Laughs]

461
00:21:52,242 --> 00:21:54,008
<i> ♪ Say you'll meet me there ♪</i>

462
00:21:54,411 --> 00:21:57,014
<i> -</i> [Song ends]
-That one's crooked.

463
00:21:57,250 --> 00:22:00,148
-If you just let me up there...
-I think not.

464
00:22:00,216 --> 00:22:01,886
Last time you went up a ladder,

465
00:22:01,954 --> 00:22:03,151
I had to rescue you from a bush.

466
00:22:03,219 --> 00:22:04,784
Otherwise you'd still be there.

467
00:22:04,852 --> 00:22:07,454
Besides, if your daughter
catches you up on a ladder,

468
00:22:07,523 --> 00:22:09,490
falling will be the least
of your problems.

469
00:22:09,559 --> 00:22:12,893
She'll never know.
She's out on her last date.

470
00:22:13,195 --> 00:22:14,959
She'll be none the wiser.

471
00:22:17,232 --> 00:22:19,095
I'll go get more wire.

472
00:22:22,138 --> 00:22:23,501
EVELYN: How does it feel?

473
00:22:23,736 --> 00:22:26,277
To see all your hard work
on display?

474
00:22:26,346 --> 00:22:29,111
I liked the idea of making
safe spaces for birds,

475
00:22:29,179 --> 00:22:30,411
out of the wind and the rain.

476
00:22:30,513 --> 00:22:33,546
-[Tender music]
-Made me feel useful.

477
00:22:33,981 --> 00:22:37,085
Strange the desire to make them
again has come back to me now.

478
00:22:37,187 --> 00:22:39,357
Mmm, I don't think it's strange.

479
00:22:39,890 --> 00:22:41,484
Makes sense.

480
00:22:41,886 --> 00:22:44,890
[Chuckles]:
You made safe spaces.

481
00:22:47,060 --> 00:22:50,928
I guess dragging around some
baggage is expected at our age.

482
00:22:50,997 --> 00:22:55,870
Baggage is just a word
for having lived a full life.

483
00:22:56,206 --> 00:22:58,904
I mean, families, career...

484
00:22:59,876 --> 00:23:00,972
and love.

485
00:23:03,449 --> 00:23:06,214
I wouldn't part with my baggage
for all the world.

486
00:23:06,282 --> 00:23:08,949
-Yeah, you're right.
-I know.

487
00:23:09,251 --> 00:23:10,350
But when I say right--

488
00:23:10,419 --> 00:23:11,349
Oh, won't you
just stop talking

489
00:23:11,418 --> 00:23:13,116
and kiss me, old man.

490
00:23:14,156 --> 00:23:15,657
With pleasure.

491
00:23:17,127 --> 00:23:18,891
[Bright emotional music]

492
00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:21,531
[Music turns romantic]

493
00:23:22,863 --> 00:23:25,932
[Chatter; pleasant song
plays in background]

494
00:23:26,235 --> 00:23:27,699
Marjorie? Hey, hey.

495
00:23:27,768 --> 00:23:29,599
-What's wrong? What happened?
-Kate...

496
00:23:29,668 --> 00:23:31,571
Date after date after date,

497
00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:33,641
and I really thought
I'd find someone,

498
00:23:33,710 --> 00:23:36,807
but here I am, all dressed up
and still on my own.

499
00:23:36,875 --> 00:23:39,150
You look beautiful.
You want a drink?

500
00:23:39,218 --> 00:23:40,913
I'm leaving.
One of my dates is here.

501
00:23:41,015 --> 00:23:44,047
-I don't want to see him again.
-Come on. No, forget him.

502
00:23:44,149 --> 00:23:48,424
-We'll throw him out the window.
-I'd really rather not.

503
00:23:48,693 --> 00:23:53,229
This guy, he sent flowers
and thoughtful texts, a gift.

504
00:23:53,331 --> 00:23:56,132
I thought...
it might be something.

505
00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:58,498
He said he had feelings for me,

506
00:23:58,567 --> 00:24:00,469
but he'd fallen
for someone else.

507
00:24:00,538 --> 00:24:04,040
So now I'm here, wearing
this bracelet he gave me,

508
00:24:04,108 --> 00:24:05,971
like an idiot. [Sniffs]

509
00:24:07,808 --> 00:24:10,211
What d-- what did you say
his name was?

510
00:24:10,313 --> 00:24:12,880
Oh, you met him on Date 10.

511
00:24:12,982 --> 00:24:14,078
Richard.

512
00:24:15,351 --> 00:24:17,719
[Emotional dramatic music]

513
00:24:20,589 --> 00:24:22,988
[Mellow song
plays in background]

514
00:24:23,654 --> 00:24:25,523
Ah, there you are.

515
00:24:25,759 --> 00:24:27,293
I'd started to think
I'd lost you.

516
00:24:27,362 --> 00:24:29,398
[Flatly]: Yeah, sorry.

517
00:24:29,467 --> 00:24:31,764
I ran into a friend.
She was really upset

518
00:24:31,832 --> 00:24:34,334
because the date
that she really liked is...

519
00:24:34,436 --> 00:24:36,233
is here with someone else.

520
00:24:36,335 --> 00:24:37,607
Oh.

521
00:24:39,471 --> 00:24:41,875
It's... me.

522
00:24:42,410 --> 00:24:43,774
-Marjorie?
-Yeah.

523
00:24:43,876 --> 00:24:45,408
-Or are there others?
-[Tense music]

524
00:24:45,511 --> 00:24:46,544
Hey, come on.

525
00:24:46,612 --> 00:24:47,677
It was nothing serious.

526
00:24:47,746 --> 00:24:49,349
Really? That's interesting.

527
00:24:49,451 --> 00:24:50,949
How do you explain this, then?

528
00:24:51,051 --> 00:24:55,021
Matching bracelets,
it's like we're sister-wives.

529
00:24:55,357 --> 00:24:56,887
OK, that was stupid.

530
00:24:56,989 --> 00:24:58,757
I had to buy her a gift
on that date.

531
00:24:58,825 --> 00:25:00,696
You liked yours so much
I thought--

532
00:25:00,764 --> 00:25:03,862
Then how do you explain
the flowers, the text messages?

533
00:25:03,931 --> 00:25:07,467
I mean... you understand
how this looks, right?

534
00:25:07,836 --> 00:25:10,737
OK, maybe I got a little
caught up in the romance,

535
00:25:10,805 --> 00:25:13,069
but that's what we're supposed
to be doing,

536
00:25:13,138 --> 00:25:16,313
Going out, looking for
connection. We both were.

537
00:25:16,415 --> 00:25:19,884
Yeah, maybe.
But I wasn't handing out jewelry

538
00:25:19,952 --> 00:25:21,383
like it was candy.

539
00:25:21,685 --> 00:25:24,585
Maybe not, but I'm sure
there's some poor chap

540
00:25:24,653 --> 00:25:26,551
out there right now
who's heartbroken

541
00:25:26,653 --> 00:25:28,658
that you didn't choose him.

542
00:25:29,556 --> 00:25:32,530
Oh, there was someone.

543
00:25:33,627 --> 00:25:36,661
But in the end, you chose me.

544
00:25:36,997 --> 00:25:40,330
-And I chose you.
-[Bright, emotional music]

545
00:25:40,432 --> 00:25:41,935
Come on.

546
00:25:43,705 --> 00:25:46,141
[Pleasant song
plays in background]

547
00:25:46,210 --> 00:25:48,173
-Uh!
-Apologies.

548
00:25:48,241 --> 00:25:51,979
[Chuckles] You must be as eager
as I am to get out of here.

549
00:25:52,048 --> 00:25:53,083
Yeah.

550
00:25:53,152 --> 00:25:55,312
There's nothing here for me.

551
00:25:55,581 --> 00:25:57,218
[Bright piano]

552
00:25:57,621 --> 00:25:59,519
Or, at least,
I thought there wasn't.

553
00:25:59,587 --> 00:26:00,819
[Sigrid's "Home To You" Plays]

554
00:26:00,887 --> 00:26:03,459
<i> ♪ Couldn't wait</i>
<i> till I got outside</i>

555
00:26:03,561 --> 00:26:07,428
<i> ♪ Searching for</i>
<i> those Christmas lights</i>

556
00:26:07,497 --> 00:26:09,764
<i>♪ I knew I had to change my mind</i>

557
00:26:09,833 --> 00:26:15,771
<i>♪ Didn't realize it would happen</i>
<i> all so soon...</i>

558
00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:19,676
Sorry. Can I-- can I just ask...

559
00:26:20,343 --> 00:26:22,646
Why did you choose me?

560
00:26:23,748 --> 00:26:26,913
It's just such a great story.
Missed the first date,

561
00:26:26,982 --> 00:26:30,085
paired with other people
before finally connecting.

562
00:26:30,154 --> 00:26:31,853
Now here we are.

563
00:26:32,387 --> 00:26:33,954
Perfect couple.

564
00:26:34,820 --> 00:26:37,090
-What?
-You know what?

565
00:26:37,158 --> 00:26:42,558
The 12 Dates are behind us.
Let's start fresh. Clean slate.

566
00:26:42,893 --> 00:26:44,762
Get to know each other.

567
00:26:44,998 --> 00:26:48,637
Sorry? Isn't that
what we've been doing?

568
00:26:48,906 --> 00:26:53,138
Really get to know each other.
The 12 Dates is just a fantasy.

569
00:26:54,243 --> 00:26:55,976
Not to me.

570
00:26:56,376 --> 00:26:57,442
I mean,

571
00:26:57,544 --> 00:26:59,709
the real me is...

572
00:26:59,977 --> 00:27:04,151
skeptical, and guarded and...

573
00:27:04,486 --> 00:27:06,822
crabby, when I'm hungry.

574
00:27:08,524 --> 00:27:10,459
The real me is-- is not perfect.

575
00:27:10,528 --> 00:27:12,862
You--
you understand that, right?

576
00:27:12,930 --> 00:27:15,994
-Kate, you're overthinking this.
-Well, yes, of course I am.

577
00:27:16,063 --> 00:27:19,963
Because that's what I do.
It's part of my charm.

578
00:27:20,232 --> 00:27:25,072
And if you knew me at all,
you would know that.

579
00:27:25,141 --> 00:27:26,470
And...

580
00:27:26,739 --> 00:27:28,646
you would like that.

581
00:27:30,510 --> 00:27:32,380
Sorry, uh...

582
00:27:32,749 --> 00:27:35,649
If I'm gonna be
in a relationship, I...

583
00:27:35,884 --> 00:27:39,923
I want it to be with somebody
who sees me.

584
00:27:40,258 --> 00:27:43,155
Who knows me and who...

585
00:27:44,129 --> 00:27:45,961
who accepts me.

586
00:27:46,330 --> 00:27:48,227
You know, I want it to be

587
00:27:48,296 --> 00:27:49,799
real.

588
00:27:50,595 --> 00:27:52,301
I...

589
00:27:52,637 --> 00:27:55,431
I don't want to be afraid
of that anymore.

590
00:27:58,004 --> 00:28:00,810
I didn't think
you were this serious.

591
00:28:03,047 --> 00:28:04,345
Yeah.

592
00:28:04,547 --> 00:28:06,275
[Determined emotional music]

593
00:28:06,377 --> 00:28:08,545
-Merry Christmas.
<i> -♪ When I'm miles away</i>

594
00:28:08,914 --> 00:28:11,821
<i> ♪ And you're too far away</i>

595
00:28:12,992 --> 00:28:14,692
<i> ♪ Oh...</i>

596
00:28:15,987 --> 00:28:18,158
I think she's had her moment.

597
00:28:18,227 --> 00:28:22,898
[Pensive song, Bleachers' "Merry
Christmas, Please Don't Call"]

598
00:28:30,805 --> 00:28:32,872
<i> ♪ To the tempo of your uptight</i>

599
00:28:32,941 --> 00:28:35,939
<i> ♪ Is the flicker</i>
<i> of a street light?</i>

600
00:28:36,208 --> 00:28:39,346
<i> ♪ You know this moment,</i>
<i> don't you?</i>

601
00:28:39,715 --> 00:28:41,746
<i>♪ And time is strangely calm now</i>

602
00:28:41,815 --> 00:28:43,586
<i> ♪ 'Cause everybody's gone</i>

603
00:28:43,654 --> 00:28:47,321
<i> ♪ It's just you</i>
<i> and your anger...</i>

604
00:28:47,390 --> 00:28:48,289
[Train rattles]

605
00:28:48,391 --> 00:28:50,327
<i> ♪ Oh, golden boy</i>

606
00:28:50,396 --> 00:28:52,690
<i> ♪ Don't act like you're kind</i>

607
00:28:53,193 --> 00:28:56,598
<i> ♪ You're mine but</i>
<i> you're awful every time</i>

608
00:28:56,800 --> 00:28:58,733
<i> ♪ So don't tell them</i>
<i> what you told me</i>

609
00:28:58,802 --> 00:29:01,171
<i> ♪ Don't hold me</i>
<i> like you know me...</i>

610
00:29:01,741 --> 00:29:03,702
CALLUM:<i> I don't know</i>
<i> what you're looking for</i>

611
00:29:03,771 --> 00:29:05,201
<i> but I hope you find it.</i>

612
00:29:05,303 --> 00:29:09,372
<i> ♪ But you should know</i>
<i> that I die slow</i>

613
00:29:09,474 --> 00:29:13,343
<i> ♪ Running through the halls</i>
<i> of your haunted home</i>

614
00:29:13,412 --> 00:29:17,521
<i> ♪ And the toughest part</i>
<i> is that we both know</i>

615
00:29:17,857 --> 00:29:22,625
<i> ♪ What happened to you</i>
<i> Why you're out on your own</i>

616
00:29:22,827 --> 00:29:26,458
<i> ♪ Merry Christmas,</i>
<i> please don't call ♪</i>

617
00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:28,096
[Kate cries]

618
00:29:28,298 --> 00:29:30,032
[Song fades]

619
00:29:30,368 --> 00:29:32,099
[She breathes shakily]

620
00:29:33,701 --> 00:29:36,801
I just feel... foolish.

621
00:29:36,870 --> 00:29:39,174
Gosh, you are not foolish.

622
00:29:39,277 --> 00:29:40,376
You're brave.

623
00:29:40,478 --> 00:29:42,508
It does not feel like I'm brave.

624
00:29:42,577 --> 00:29:44,073
Feeling foolish

625
00:29:44,342 --> 00:29:47,048
means you've allowed yourself
to be...

626
00:29:47,647 --> 00:29:49,385
vulnerable.

627
00:29:49,654 --> 00:29:51,247
-But I hate that.
-[Emotional music]

628
00:29:51,315 --> 00:29:54,925
-I hate being vulnerable.
-We all do.

629
00:29:55,161 --> 00:29:56,255
[She exhales]

630
00:29:58,092 --> 00:30:00,523
I have to tell you something
you won't like.

631
00:30:01,594 --> 00:30:02,762
OK.

632
00:30:02,864 --> 00:30:05,264
The panic attack
the other night,

633
00:30:06,998 --> 00:30:09,004
I felt that way before.

634
00:30:11,007 --> 00:30:14,339
The day I crashed my bike,
I had the same...

635
00:30:15,279 --> 00:30:16,345
You know...

636
00:30:16,414 --> 00:30:17,775
I couldn't breathe.

637
00:30:17,844 --> 00:30:19,077
My vision got blurry.

638
00:30:19,145 --> 00:30:21,881
You had a panic attack
while riding?

639
00:30:21,950 --> 00:30:24,184
I didn't know that then,
but yeah.

640
00:30:25,257 --> 00:30:27,286
-Dad.
-I know.

641
00:30:28,127 --> 00:30:29,352
I-- I know

642
00:30:29,421 --> 00:30:32,989
that you want
to protect me from everything,

643
00:30:33,225 --> 00:30:35,492
but I have to figure
this one out.

644
00:30:36,367 --> 00:30:38,462
You focus on you.

645
00:30:41,706 --> 00:30:44,600
Part of me
doesn't actually want to

646
00:30:45,810 --> 00:30:48,978
because everything's
so messed up now,

647
00:30:49,909 --> 00:30:52,683
with Callum and Mom.

648
00:30:52,785 --> 00:30:56,713
You know, it's just... [Sighs]
so overwhelming.

649
00:30:57,048 --> 00:30:58,821
Just take the first step.

650
00:30:58,889 --> 00:31:02,091
And as long as you're honest
with yourself,

651
00:31:02,393 --> 00:31:03,919
<i> really</i> honest...

652
00:31:03,988 --> 00:31:05,622
[Music brightens]

653
00:31:05,991 --> 00:31:08,261
you will know what to do.

654
00:31:09,468 --> 00:31:11,594
[Hopeful music; people chat]

655
00:31:31,357 --> 00:31:34,023
[Footsteps approach]

656
00:31:36,156 --> 00:31:38,091
NICOLA: Working
on Christmas Eve?

657
00:31:38,193 --> 00:31:40,898
You really are ready
to launch your own label.

658
00:31:41,828 --> 00:31:43,061
[Nicola chuckles]

659
00:31:43,163 --> 00:31:45,430
-You really think I'm ready?
-Kate.

660
00:31:45,498 --> 00:31:48,798
Never ask someone else
to tell you when you're ready.

661
00:31:48,900 --> 00:31:50,474
But you are.

662
00:31:50,542 --> 00:31:53,438
Well, I learned from the best.

663
00:31:53,872 --> 00:31:55,278
Thank you.

664
00:31:55,347 --> 00:31:57,013
Merry Christmas.

665
00:31:57,579 --> 00:31:59,048
[Soft music]

666
00:31:59,749 --> 00:32:03,283
DELILAH: Kate, what a surprise!

667
00:32:03,385 --> 00:32:07,923
Yes, it's, um... so strange
that you're actually here.

668
00:32:07,992 --> 00:32:11,456
It's my house, darling.
Of course I'm here.

669
00:32:12,057 --> 00:32:13,656
Right. No, I just...

670
00:32:15,031 --> 00:32:17,598
never mind.
You have a Christmas tree!

671
00:32:17,667 --> 00:32:21,063
Yes! Such as it is.

672
00:32:21,666 --> 00:32:25,739
So, to what do I owe
the pleasure of your visit?

673
00:32:25,808 --> 00:32:28,407
Well... I just wanted to...

674
00:32:29,313 --> 00:32:30,608
say...

675
00:32:30,910 --> 00:32:33,082
[Exhales]
it is...

676
00:32:34,450 --> 00:32:35,711
nice...

677
00:32:36,553 --> 00:32:37,955
that you're here.

678
00:32:38,817 --> 00:32:40,287
Oh.

679
00:32:41,086 --> 00:32:43,290
[Pleasant tender music]

680
00:32:50,598 --> 00:32:51,729
Love you.

681
00:32:51,831 --> 00:32:54,631
Oh, nugget!

682
00:32:55,771 --> 00:32:57,568
[Bright, festive music]

683
00:33:02,581 --> 00:33:06,115
Hey! Mmm. Delish. Thank you.

684
00:33:08,512 --> 00:33:11,114
-OK, are we ready?
-As I'll ever be.

685
00:33:11,216 --> 00:33:13,953
-Merry Christmas.
-Delilah.

686
00:33:14,021 --> 00:33:15,886
EVELYN: Happy Christmas, Callum.

687
00:33:15,955 --> 00:33:17,522
Oh, that's nice.

688
00:33:20,524 --> 00:33:23,863
Who's it for?
Look, it's so cute!

689
00:33:23,965 --> 00:33:26,333
-[Cork pops]
-[All laugh]

690
00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:30,505
Treasure that.

691
00:33:30,574 --> 00:33:32,134
[Laura laughs]

692
00:33:32,536 --> 00:33:35,276
Oh yeah, what are
you gonna call him?

693
00:33:47,691 --> 00:33:50,291
[Crackers rip; all laugh]

694
00:33:55,699 --> 00:33:57,496
OK, what about this one?

695
00:34:02,100 --> 00:34:03,332
[Music concludes]

696
00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:05,236
It's sad that Callum's not here.

697
00:34:05,338 --> 00:34:07,907
Suppose some
traditions don't last.

698
00:34:07,975 --> 00:34:09,039
I know how badly you want

699
00:34:09,108 --> 00:34:10,173
everything to be OK

700
00:34:10,275 --> 00:34:12,647
between the two of us, and...

701
00:34:13,049 --> 00:34:15,347
-I'm sorry that they're not.
-Mhm.

702
00:34:15,416 --> 00:34:19,288
But, I do have to impart
some gratitude to you.

703
00:34:19,390 --> 00:34:20,853
Hmm?

704
00:34:21,088 --> 00:34:24,220
As much as it pains me to admit,

705
00:34:24,289 --> 00:34:26,263
-I am...
-[Gentle music]

706
00:34:26,331 --> 00:34:27,727
grateful

707
00:34:27,796 --> 00:34:29,160
for the 12 Dates.

708
00:34:29,429 --> 00:34:31,300
Can I record this?
No one'll believe me.

709
00:34:31,402 --> 00:34:35,135
No. And I'll deny it if you ever
say anything to anyone, but...

710
00:34:35,204 --> 00:34:38,306
even though
it was a disaster, at times,

711
00:34:39,106 --> 00:34:42,171
I can see how ultimately it...

712
00:34:42,273 --> 00:34:44,213
made things better.

713
00:34:44,482 --> 00:34:46,113
So, thanks.

714
00:34:46,215 --> 00:34:49,381
You know I got your back
anytime, anywhere.

715
00:34:49,617 --> 00:34:53,050
I know. That's why I'm excited
to give you your present.

716
00:34:53,119 --> 00:34:56,623
-Huh?
-Mmm... Hm!

717
00:34:56,726 --> 00:34:58,293
[Laura chuckles]

718
00:34:58,860 --> 00:35:00,427
[Phone bleeps]

719
00:35:02,101 --> 00:35:04,833
Huh! "Kate Tucker has shared
her location with--"

720
00:35:04,902 --> 00:35:07,333
-Ahh! No, you didn't!
-Yes.

721
00:35:07,401 --> 00:35:09,773
Probably the biggest mistake
I'll ever make,

722
00:35:09,875 --> 00:35:11,636
but you deserve it.
Merry Christmas.

723
00:35:11,704 --> 00:35:14,106
Gosh, now I get to know where
you are all the time!

724
00:35:14,175 --> 00:35:17,312
-Oh, Lord have mercy!
-Yay!

725
00:35:17,813 --> 00:35:19,380
OK, your turn.

726
00:35:20,113 --> 00:35:21,844
-Mmm...
-Ta da!

727
00:35:22,720 --> 00:35:24,253
[Kate clears throat]

728
00:35:25,491 --> 00:35:26,848
It's a contract!

729
00:35:27,084 --> 00:35:30,858
Everyone's favorite Christmas
present. No, but seriously...

730
00:35:31,328 --> 00:35:35,831
I've had enough of divorce
and custody and prenups.

731
00:35:35,899 --> 00:35:38,768
So I am starting my own practice

732
00:35:39,004 --> 00:35:40,598
so I can help anyone
and everyone I want.

733
00:35:40,700 --> 00:35:44,468
And I want your new business
to be my first client.

734
00:35:44,570 --> 00:35:46,306
Well, second.
Drew got in there first.

735
00:35:46,409 --> 00:35:49,410
I'm gonna help her expand,
maybe even franchise.

736
00:35:49,479 --> 00:35:53,345
You know, I am so impressed
that I'm not even resentful

737
00:35:53,447 --> 00:35:56,044
that your Christmas present
eclipsed mine.

738
00:35:56,380 --> 00:35:58,854
My one-woman practice,

739
00:35:58,922 --> 00:36:01,457
your new label... Look at us.

740
00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:03,724
We're just
getting started, baby.

741
00:36:03,826 --> 00:36:05,558
Mmm... And, um...

742
00:36:06,391 --> 00:36:08,661
this-- this one's not from me.

743
00:36:08,763 --> 00:36:10,567
OK.

744
00:36:11,203 --> 00:36:13,867
Before you get mad:
I know I said I wouldn't meddle

745
00:36:13,969 --> 00:36:16,072
but it's Christmas, and

746
00:36:16,175 --> 00:36:18,701
I saw this at Callum's.
Well, it was in a drawer.

747
00:36:18,770 --> 00:36:21,277
Just passing it on.
I don't know what it is.

748
00:36:21,811 --> 00:36:23,642
[Tender music]

749
00:36:37,861 --> 00:36:40,197
[Music turns emotional]

750
00:36:41,126 --> 00:36:42,694
[She gasps]

751
00:36:47,269 --> 00:36:50,339
Go on then.
What are you waiting for?

752
00:36:53,074 --> 00:36:55,344
[Music intensifies]

753
00:37:10,024 --> 00:37:11,287
[Loud knocking]

754
00:37:11,356 --> 00:37:13,155
[Music turns gentle]

755
00:37:13,524 --> 00:37:15,728
[Frame rattles against glass]

756
00:37:15,930 --> 00:37:17,366
[She sighs]

757
00:37:23,367 --> 00:37:24,868
[Emotional music]

758
00:37:27,010 --> 00:37:29,679
[Sighs]
Let me guess, Laura?

759
00:37:29,748 --> 00:37:31,479
Why did you keep this?

760
00:37:32,179 --> 00:37:33,914
Why? It's been 15 years.

761
00:37:34,016 --> 00:37:35,711
Why did you frame it?

762
00:37:35,813 --> 00:37:38,750
-Why did you wrap it?
-Evelyn wrapped it.

763
00:37:41,627 --> 00:37:43,392
It was so you.

764
00:37:44,191 --> 00:37:45,889
Couldn't throw it away.

765
00:37:46,862 --> 00:37:48,497
[She sighs]

766
00:37:48,700 --> 00:37:50,562
Look, this...

767
00:37:50,631 --> 00:37:53,668
this being mad at each other
and not talking...

768
00:37:53,771 --> 00:37:55,269
That's not us.

769
00:37:55,505 --> 00:37:58,000
I know that a lot of this
could have been avoided

770
00:37:58,069 --> 00:38:01,676
if I'd just been honest with you
about my feelings, but...

771
00:38:01,779 --> 00:38:03,578
I was scared.

772
00:38:03,947 --> 00:38:06,514
I'm still scared. But...

773
00:38:07,314 --> 00:38:10,552
I-- I think it's worth the risk.

774
00:38:10,954 --> 00:38:12,950
So I'm just gonna say it.

775
00:38:13,186 --> 00:38:15,087
I love you, too.

776
00:38:15,523 --> 00:38:18,955
And you are the chance
that I wanna take.

777
00:38:20,062 --> 00:38:22,299
[Music turns romantic]

778
00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:31,268
[She sighs happily]

779
00:38:31,337 --> 00:38:33,536
[Music cuts abruptly]

780
00:38:33,871 --> 00:38:38,579
Callum! Excuse me!
You can't just walk away.

781
00:38:41,852 --> 00:38:42,818
[Romantic song]

782
00:38:42,886 --> 00:38:45,586
<i> ♪ 'Cause it's you</i>

783
00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:49,656
<i> ♪ All I want is you</i>

784
00:38:50,994 --> 00:38:53,528
<i> ♪ Under the mistletoe</i>

785
00:38:54,691 --> 00:38:57,831
<i> ♪ Under the falling snow</i>

786
00:38:58,300 --> 00:39:01,536
<i> ♪ I want you wrapped up for me</i>

787
00:39:02,368 --> 00:39:04,735
<i> ♪ Under my tree...</i>

788
00:39:04,804 --> 00:39:06,810
I want this to be a moment
you never forget.

789
00:39:06,912 --> 00:39:09,071
<i> ♪ Every Christmas time</i>

790
00:39:10,609 --> 00:39:13,812
<i> ♪ Won't you forever be mine?</i>

791
00:39:14,786 --> 00:39:17,354
<i> ♪ 'Cause it's you</i>

792
00:39:18,516 --> 00:39:21,622
<i> ♪ All I want is you</i>

793
00:39:22,421 --> 00:39:25,593
<i> ♪ Under my mistletoe</i>

794
00:39:26,624 --> 00:39:29,762
<i> ♪ Under the falling snow</i>

795
00:39:31,703 --> 00:39:33,733
<i> ♪ Ooh ♪</i>

796
00:39:40,609 --> 00:39:43,746
[Song ends; pleasant music
plays in background]

797
00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:45,142
This is a lot.

798
00:39:45,611 --> 00:39:48,649
Hello, everyone.
Happy Boxing Day!

799
00:39:49,614 --> 00:39:51,084
Darling, get us some drinks.

800
00:39:51,153 --> 00:39:52,452
-Sure.
-Thank you.

801
00:39:52,554 --> 00:39:54,553
-You made it!
-I did! Oh, sweetheart!

802
00:39:54,622 --> 00:39:56,588
I wouldn't miss this
for anything, hon.

803
00:39:56,657 --> 00:39:59,894
-So was that N... Norris?
-Oh, no, darling.

804
00:39:59,963 --> 00:40:01,931
No, that's Iggy,

805
00:40:01,999 --> 00:40:04,262
and I am trying him out--

806
00:40:04,564 --> 00:40:06,762
-For...?
-New Year's, of course.

807
00:40:06,831 --> 00:40:09,436
Because you will
probably have plans.

808
00:40:09,505 --> 00:40:12,006
Well, what if we made
plans together?

809
00:40:12,075 --> 00:40:14,077
Kate! A double date?

810
00:40:14,146 --> 00:40:17,910
Oh, every mother's dream
come true.

811
00:40:18,012 --> 00:40:19,416
Oh.

812
00:40:20,117 --> 00:40:23,118
Look how happy your father is.

813
00:40:23,387 --> 00:40:26,148
Maybe we should make it
a triple date.

814
00:40:28,794 --> 00:40:30,156
[Laughs]: Oh!

815
00:40:30,258 --> 00:40:32,193
The look on your face!

816
00:40:32,595 --> 00:40:34,725
-KATE: OK, that's enough.
-All right, let's go.

817
00:40:34,827 --> 00:40:37,833
-So Norris is<i> No-More-is</i> , huh?
-No, no.

818
00:40:37,902 --> 00:40:39,700
[Emotional music]

819
00:40:42,170 --> 00:40:43,671
KATE: Hey, Dad,

820
00:40:45,872 --> 00:40:48,503
you know that I'll never
stop trying to get you

821
00:40:48,572 --> 00:40:49,506
to get rid of it.

822
00:40:49,575 --> 00:40:51,744
-Kate--
-But I understand.

823
00:40:51,813 --> 00:40:55,849
Ultimately, it's your choice,
and I respect that.

824
00:40:56,218 --> 00:40:58,115
I'll be safe. I promise.

825
00:40:58,184 --> 00:40:59,918
OK.

826
00:41:00,551 --> 00:41:01,888
Best daughter.

827
00:41:01,990 --> 00:41:02,989
Best dad.

828
00:41:03,092 --> 00:41:04,527
[He chuckles]

829
00:41:07,265 --> 00:41:09,626
That's big of you!
I'm impressed.

830
00:41:09,862 --> 00:41:13,165
Yeah, I took all the gas
out of the tank.

831
00:41:13,434 --> 00:41:14,631
They're not going anywhere.

832
00:41:14,699 --> 00:41:17,474
[Callum laughs, engine sputters]

833
00:41:19,043 --> 00:41:21,104
[Bright festive music]

834
00:41:22,375 --> 00:41:24,206
MAC: Oh, bugger!

835
00:41:26,079 --> 00:41:29,816
[Bright, emotional festive
music continues through credits]


